I am sensitive at times.
I am learning to appreciate and cultivate true and genuine relationships.
He is here, somewhere I know, I am just not sure exactly which side of the line He is on.
I formerly stood steadfast in my faith. Any questions that scripture did not 'clearly' answer for me, I knew He would answer one day. Now, I am in a place of constant questioning that I feel is shaking my foundation. I don't know the 'answer.' Is it: A, B, C, D, E... or what ? I believe I need to stand steadfast knowing that He is Omnipotent and Omnicient. I need to ask Him to lead me- to teach me if I should have done something differently. I know Everyone 'knows' there is nothing I could have done- but I don't know it myself.
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My heart and my tears and my prayers are spent for you tonight.
He reveals the answers in His time, in the meantime, we pray with you that God will hold you and establish your feet on His solid ground. He loves you and so do we.
"Wait on the Lord; be of good courage, and He shall strengthen thine heart. Wait, I say, on the Lord." Psalm 27:14
Though I am uncertain which way to go
When raindrops are falling and cool breezes blow,
I cry out for guidance, I hear Him say,
"My grace is sufficient. I'll lead the way."
The light of His Word helps me to know,
When darkness of evening brings fear to my soul,
My Lord walks beside me into the night.
I follow His leading by faith, not by sight.
If it weren't a loss, it wouldn't be a struggle. We don't always 'feel' God as we so desire & long for. That's when we stand stedfast as you say, in faith believing what we cannot see or understand. I stand by you in prayer. Walk on.
Love, A. Susan
As you and I both know, its entirely possible to know something with your head and just not have it make sense at all in your heart. Phil and I continue to pray for you guys... I have all faith that at some point you'll be able to come to a place of peace (the kind that only God gives) in knowing and, what's more, believing that you did everything you could. This valley will not last forever...
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