Lately I have been tense. I am struggling. As you noticed, you have to have a google log in account to view this blog now. Well it is simple, some people learned of my blog(which I knew would happen) and decided to start reading it (which I also knew). What I didn't know was that their lack of understanding me would lead to them choosing to be offended by my posts. I have sent out an appology hoping it will disolve the issue.
I am upset. Upset that people think that they can look into the window of my life and have opinions about it all. I dont get it. They want to know what is going on, they say they care, but they Never respond to my requests for company or companionship. Someone who cares and Doesn't know what to say or do, would act when I tell them I want company!!! Isn't that so??
I can't help but feel that people are dumb self centered beings that really only care about themselves.
Obviously I am still battling pride. I bet this war with pride will be a life long journey, I hope to build my record and win the battles.
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I have a tendency to bare my heart to every and any one. I don't have guile or a lot of forethought into what my heart bareing could reap. I'm real. So are you Joy. That's okay but it does cause us to be wounded when others decide what we are feeling is wrong. God corrects His children and His correction brings hope. 'Mans' correction brings condemnation. When you feel condemned, reject it; it's not from God. Keep being real Joy, God liked that in Nathan (John 1:47) and He likes it in His children. I laughed at your last 2 paragraphs! Yes, most people are self centered;(4 fingers pointing back at me.) and yes, obviously pride would make us say that. I have no doubt you'll win!! You're a child of the king and He promises what we go through is for our 'eternal weight of glory'!! Sing to praise Him. Sing to put your own heart in the heavenlies and out of your circumstances as Peter did in prison. Sing to feel His presence. SING!
Love, A. Susan
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