Well, it is official, Joel and I are changing bible study groups. It is hard for me to have to be dealing with rejection at this point in my life. However, I hope that we will gain some truely deep friendships in whatever new group we enter.
I am battling bitterness. Bitterness with the people who I think should be accepting. I so much want to send a letter, call, or show up and say, "You should be ashamed of yourselves!" I want to say that being curious is NOT the same as caring. They continue to say they 'care' but I know that if they did they would have done Something! Anything! but certainly they would not have done Nothing- if they truely cared. They would not have ignored our requests to go out to dinner, our attempts to get out of the house, or our pleads- IF they cared. Since they ignored all of the above I can only conclude that they are only curious.
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Are these the same people who were at your house immediately following Jacob's going to heaven?
how is the new group going? Are you still at the same church but just a different group? Fill me in when you get a chance hon!
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